| Mount St. Helens and Spirit Lake |
Mount St. Helens was majestic and impressively large. The hour long drive off of I-5 takes you closer and closer, and night I add higher and higher. The drive out there had my hands shaking on the steering wheel. I would get a shudder of nervousness through my body at every edge and bridge. "Don't look" became my motto.
After getting some great views of the once intact mountain that is now forever in everyone's mind as we try to imagine what it was like for it to blow, Jamie and I set off for the hike. The real reason we drove all this way. (Truth be told, mine may have been more to walk on the sidewalk up to the viewing platform and snap a few shots of the volcano, but anyway.) We pulled off into S. Coldwater Creek trailhead and set off on the dusty, dry path.
It was sunny and dry, wildflowers were out and you could see mountain after mountain in the distance. It was quite lovely, visually. Then I quickly started imagining my fear inspired what-if scenarios. I started to speak to Jamie, up head.
"What if we see an animal?" I started off with broad strokes of trepidation, it could be any animal.
Just then two large birds startle and emerge like a shot from a low tree just to my right. Jesus christ. My heart was racing, but I thought that maybe I got out that silly fear, and we forged ahead. Then the sunny warmth, and my lack of fear both met their demise. The path lead into a thick, dark covering of trees. Bugs were everywhere. I swallowed my re-emerging dread and kept walking.
Not ten minutes later a snake slithered dangerously close to my foot.